Mr Van Houten,
I’m a good person but a shitty writer. You’re a shitty person but a good writer. I think we’d make a good team. I don’t want to ask you for any favors, but if you have the time – and from what I saw, you have plenty – Please fix this for me, it’s a eulogy for Hazel. She asked me to write one, and I’m trying, I just, I could use a little flare. See the thing is, we all want to be remembered, but Hazel’s different. Hazel knows the truth. She didn’t want a million admirers, she just wanted one and she got it. Maybe she wasn’t loved widely but she was loved deeply and isn’t that more than most of us get? When Hazel was sick, I knew I was dying, but I didn’t want to say so. She was in the ICU and I snuck in for 10 minutes and I sat with her before I got caught. Her eyes were closed, skin pale, but her hands were still her hands, so warm and her nails were pained this dark blue black color and I just held them and I willed myself to imagine a world without us and what a worthless world that would be. She’s so beautiful. You don’t get tired of looking at her. You never worry if she is smarter than you because you know she is. She is funny without ever being mean. I love her. God, I love her, I am so lucky to love her, Van Houten. You don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world, but you do have a say in who hurts you and I like my choices. I hope she likes hers.
Okay, Hazel Grace?
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If this is jubear I love you too
The most beautiful epiphany, I figured it all out. Well as of right now, which works for me. Shallow and superficial people are the last people I need. Anyone who doesn’t help me grow as a person or better me in some way doesn’t need to be in my life. All those who lie to you; that builds toxic friendships/relationships. You don’t need them. I don’t need them.
Life is so good.
And sometimes we have to pretend
To make it easier for another
When in reality it’s hardest for you
But be strong..
This facade only has to last so long
And once it’s over… You can go back..
To who you were
And holding your breath won’t be an issue.
It’s what’s best.
It’s been all for you.
Series ”Interiors of the Mansion of Baron A. L. Stieglitz” by Luigi Premazzi.
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